Thursday, May 6, 2010 4:19 AM
Seriously, what am I doing with my life?
Why am I subjecting myself to such agony and distress everyday? It doesn't make sense. I am a teenage girl. Yes, I understand that that means that I have to attend school. I don't have an issue with that. However, I deserve to, and have the right to gallivant around after school. Search for my own entertainment, relaxation, enjoy my teenage years.
But how is that even possible now? I have been struck by the monstrosity which consists of AAs and PTs. I have MEP AA due next week, SS AA next week as well, English AA and Physics PT due the following week, and Chem PT due 1st week of the June hols. Horror much.
Sometimes, I wonder why I even chose this life. Is it really worth it?
On another note-
Today I skipped gym because I had my period and an injured ankle (I still don't know what is wrong with it, but when I apply pressure to the bone it hurts bad.) My batchmates were trying to get me to go but even if I went, I would just be sitting around slacking. So I decided to go home and do my work (see what I mean about having no time at all to do our own stuff). Anyway, sorry guys! ): I will try to make up training during the holidays or something.
And I went home, and my brother was being super annoying while we were folding the clothes ARGH made me so angry. Eh wait. Maybe I am just PMS-ing hahaha.
Tomorrow is Friday, thank you Lord. Going to church tomorrow night to observe the wardens again with Winnie and Majorie haha.
~ you're everything I need