Saturday, July 31, 2010 5:44 AM
Oh dear I really do need a break from all my Chinese PT. I cannot take too much Chinese at one shot. My brain will explode.
Today was just a normal Saturday. Went for training as usual. Cass, Lisa, Cheryl and I went out for lunch at 313@Somerset. While we were waiting for 7 to come, we were observing people skateboarding and rollerblading at the Skate Park opposite 313. Wah some are super pro, and others are super ACT PRO. Then one super fat and ugly one didn't wear a shirt T_T and Lisa was rather agitated HAHA.
And then 7 came!! AND GUESS WHO WE SAW ON THE BUS ZOMG. STEPHANIE TAN!! Haven't seen Steph in ages haha she and Nicole got on the bus at Dhoby! The 5 of us were happily torturing Steph when Beatrice, Jasmine and Yi Yin boarded at Tanglin Mall. HAHA it was like this huge gym gathering on the bus. We stole Steph's rubber bands (she had 3 and we stole all 3) and didn't give it back to her for a super long time (:
Steph didn't walk with us to Henry Park, she said that she was waiting for her boyfriend at the bus stop. YEAH RIGHT LAH STEPH. It turned out to be Emily!! Haha. Huiru came for training today too! I forgot how fun the seniors were, it is great that we can at least see them once in a while. (: The juniors are fun too, but they are not the same lah. ):
Training today was quite good. Did beam for most of the time: Frontwalks backwalks and frontsomers off (on the low beam lah, I'm not so pro). Then did back layouts off the tumble track! My layouts are improving woohoo. Wah Karen damn funny! When she tried to twist, her legs totally 放松 and were like an ugly chicken! It was quite epic ahaha. Then we went to choreo the NEW AND IMPROVED JB item and it is really cool now. Like really really cool!! But must be super synchro. If not it will be ugly.
Then after training we hid Steph's and Emily's slippers/sandals behind the rubbish bin outside the gym ahaha so funny! Dunno if they found them. (: Dawn said last time someone did that to her slippers, and her slippers were crawling with ants EWW right! Hope they found it before the ants did ahaha. (:
Oh dear better go back to Chinese, or I'll have to sleep late today.
~ you're everything I need
Friday, July 30, 2010 5:47 AM
Hi friends!
Sigh I am slacking again... But I shall do my stuff right after I finish writing this blogpost! (:
Today, I finished watching I Not Stupid for my Chinese PT! It is actually a really nice movie, and it is quite relevant to Singapore's society. Hopefully I will be able to crap out some cheem sounding thingo for my speech!
Today, we had gym phototaking. You are reading the blog of someone who stood on the top row during phototaking today!! :D HAHA. It took damn long! 1 whole block. So we like missed the whole block of Physics ahaha!
THEN, GYM ELECTION RESULTS!!!
DUM DUM DUM DUUUUUMMMMM.
So, here it goes...
Captain: Shirlyn!
Vice-captain (Sec 4): Cheryl!
Vice-captain (Sec 3): Jolene!
Secretary (Sec 4): Lisa! 8D HAHA.
Secretary (Sec 3): Tiffany!
Treasurer: Si Yan!
Haha! The results were really kind of expected lah... But nevertheless, it kept us in quite a lot of suspense during the previous weeks! Congrats to EXCO '11 (: You have the support of me and the rest of RGGYM. I have faith in you guys, and I really hope that you will be able to continue RGGYM EXCO's brilliant legacy of being so awesome haha I am totally sucking up to you guys.
To those who are disappointed that they aren't in EXCO (don't bluff if you are), it is perfectly normal to feel that way. But, in every elections, there can only be a certain number of winners. It is impossible for everyone to be a winner in the elections. So, the only thing we can do now is to give EXCO '11 our fullest support and co-operate with them! :D I sound so inspirational. Anyway, to EXCO '10, you guys did an awesome job, and I really admire the amount of commitment you guys put into maintaining our awesome CCA.
Lunch tmr with Cheryl Lisa and Cass (if she checks her phone!). Can't wait to have a good talk with them. :D
Argh I am so dead I have EL speech, Chinese speech, and Geog PT on Wednesday. Kill me now!! )): I was crying quite badly last night cause I was thinking about the mountain of things I had to do. And today my parents seem quite worried and they keep asking me to go sleep earlier / "Take things slowly". (: I am really quite warmed by their concern, but I am really alright now, after a meaningful prayer and a good night's sleep. (:
Bye I'm gonna do my Chinese speech now.
Thursday, July 29, 2010 12:00 AM
I guess I didn't get to post on Tuesday. I am only able to blog now because I am waiting for the Mother Tongue week programme to start. Going for the xiang sheng thing with Sherilyn and Cheryl later. Hope it'll be nice... I'm skipping training to go for it, so it better be. -.-
I am really ashamed of myself ): When I have time, I procrastinate and slack it away doing stupid things. And then when I have no time to do all the stuff (which I was supposed to have done during the time mentioned above) I complain like crap and I irritate the people around me. I think I fail to realise how important time really is. How much more I can achieve and accomplish if I actually make use of my time to do productive things!
So, to ensure productivity, I shall make a list of things I am gonna do TONIGHT:
1. Play piano for at least 30 min. (Digress: To those taking their piano exam in August i.e. Cheryl, Karen, Michelle, all the best! :D)
2. Finalise abstract for Geog PT and find all the photos.
3. Find stuff to refer to for Chinese PT.
Okay, I think that those are doable. I am still anticipating abit of slacking tonight (with MSN, Facebook, Twitter and the likes), BUT I shall try to keep that to the absolute minimum! I know that I can do it!!!
Anyway, I would like to proclaim how awesome 311 is! (L) Lunch today with Cass, Gwen, Lishuan, Mich and Eleanor was really funny! We were bombarding Mich haha SUPER FUNNY.
"Eh you think you take out your braces very cool isit!?"
"Eh you think you drug addict very cool isit!?"
"Eh you think you are a trapezium very cool isit!?"
"Eh you think so many guys like you very cool isit!?"
"Eh you think your fringe so ugly you very cool isit!?"
And to Eleanor:
"Eh you think your nostrils so big very cool isit!?"
"Eh you think you got so many unglam phots very cool isit!?"
OMG epic! (: HAHA we are all Math stuff. Like I am a parallelogram, Eleanor is a rhombus, Mich is a trapezium, Lishuan is a circle, Cass is a y=mx + c graph and Gwen is a ax^2 + bx + c graph. HAHA!
And I don't understand why teachers say we have a problem! Everyone in class loves each other! :D So many funny people in class! ((:
-EDIT-
I'm back home now, and I am glad to say that I have completed number 1 on my lists of things to do!! :D I am currently on my Geog PT abstract, and I am happy to say slacking is at a minimum. But then people will slowly come online and then Facebook and Twitter will be very busy and I will be prompted to check like every moment! D: Nevermind. I shall faster finish all the things on my list and then after that I can slack :D
Oh my break is up! Back to work!
~ you're everything I need
Monday, July 26, 2010 2:09 AM
Wow! I have been blogging so much more nowadays! :D I find blogging strangely therapeutic. It is like... a Pensieve. You know those bowl things from the Harry Potter series, where you extract memories from your head and put them in. I feel that a blog is just like that. I can paint all my memories into words and leave them here, and when I feel like reliving these moments I can always come back to read my old posts. But, I expect this blogging fervor that I have now to pass soon. As I have mentioned in one of my previous posts, I get tired of things very quickly. So, don't be too surprised if you don't see me posting regularly anymore. It probably means that I've gotten tired of blogging. But I'll be back, I'm certain of that. My interest in things come and go. (:
Hmm, today was really boring. The whole day was lessons lessons and more lessons. Grr. Was busy chionging out Physics Dynamics Assignment but she didn't collect it in the end... But at least mine is almost completed! So I don't have to worry about being scolded for handing it in late because I have not finished it.
Oh dear, dinner now.
-Continuation-
Hmm, I shan't talk about unhappy things like school now. Let's talk about gym concert! :D Haha I'm actually really glad that it has been postponed to October, since we aren't uhm, really prepared. It has been really tough so far, and we don't even have professional choreographers and adults helping us for this so ugh, that just means lots of hard work for us. But, I truly believe that all these hours of prepping and practicing will pay off! ILY RGGYM. And to those who were not planning to go for gym concert, please reconsider. I will give you three reasons to go: 1) You get to see awesome people (i.e. Artistic and Rhythmic gymmers) do awesome stuff (tumbles, pyramids, damn flex things etc.). 2) The proceeds from this concert will go to charity, so you know that the $10 you paid for the concert will not be eaten up by us, don't worry. 3) You get to see me, the sunshine of your life. HAHA no lah, I'm kidding. Let's try that again. 3) You get to have fun with your friends! :D So, have I convinced you? Probably not, but hopefully you'll consider. And if you are going, please buy flowers for me. I don't wanna feel so loser with no flowers at all. Cause my mum said that she wouldn't buy flowers for me T.T and I don't think anyone will voluntarily buy flowers for me. SO YOU, WHO IS READING THIS NOW (is that grammatically correct?), BUY FLOWERS FOR ME. Thank you! (:
Moving on, I don't know what confirmation name to choose! Karen and I are gonna choose the same one (WOOHOO) but we can't seem to find a nice one! Well, Karen says she likes Faith and Jody. I think both are okay.
Kelly Clare Faith Wong Kai Li
Kelly Clare Jody Wong Kai Li
The problem is, I don't know if Jody is suitable, cause my catechism teacher said that it is highly recommended that we choose a saint's name/name from the bible. Is there a St. Jody? I shall check it out later. But he said Faith is okay! I always thought that Faith was such a nice and pretty name, but since it is pretty, it wouldn't really fit me, would it... OH I MEAN OF COURSE IT WILL FIT ME SINCE I AM SO UHM, ATTRACTIVE ;D.
Tomorrow is the emergency exercise! I am so happy cause that will mean missing lessons! Whoo! BUT OMG I JUST REMEMBERED TMR GOT PHILO AHHHH IT IS COI DIE NOW. I almost failed the FA lah WTH. Okay, I shan't really bother, since you only need to pass Philo. I'll just crap something up on the spot. I'm rather good at that. :D
Ahh I better do my Chinese now, or I'll end up sleeping past 11 or something. And I know that 11 is really early for all you owls out there who sleep at 1 and 2 but for people like me, 11 is very late already.
I shall try to post tmr. Bye!
Sunday, July 25, 2010 6:17 AM
HELLO EVERYBODY! I am feeling happy today!! :D
:D My mum just handed me the cheque for the Taiwan immersion trip! Really hope I can get in, but I wouldn't set my expectations too high, cause a lot of people signed up! But I rather fancy my chances, cause I am fairly attentive during Chinese lessons and my Chinese is terrible. According to Chen Lao Shi, the terribler your Chinese is, the higher your chance of getting in. So, I stand a very high chance.
Anyway, my mum is so weird.
Mum: (ironing clothes) So only RGS girls going isit?
Me: Uhm got 10 Sec 2 RI boys.
Mum: (looks disappointed) Ee Sec 2 only arh? Like that how to get boyfriend?
Me: (momentarily speechless)
Mum: (continues ironing clothes)
Me: (regains speech) What?!?!
A bit weird right, my mother. I think so too.
There was this super disgusting beetle thing on my window-sill just now. I was flinging a cloth at it but it refused to go off.
-INSERT- Ooh I hear thunder. Isit gonna rain? If school floods do we still need to go? :D
Anyway, the stupid bug was so irritating. But my dad just picked it up and threw it outside. Woah super pro right! Unlike my brother, who was hiding behind me. Noob.
I was so proud of myself cause I completed my Math Unit Summary on Friday! :D Am I pro, or am I pro? But my Physics assignment is near empty. She never even teach us much! How she expect us to do?! Then when she marks it she'll scold us for making mistakes. t.t
Omg just now in the afternoon I was on Facebook and ____ started talking to me again. Seriously arh. Get a life. I know I am very pretty. I know I am very cute.
BUT. BUT. BUTTTT. IF I DO NOT REPLY, THAT WOULD MEAN THAT I AM NOT INTERESTED IN TALKING TO YOU. Full stop. So annoying! But I cant find the heart to block him cause that'll be mean. Ahh! D<>
Ahhh!! Hope it continues raining till tmr morning! And then I'll check my phone and I'll see a message from the principal and it says 'School is cancelled for the whole week because school has flooded and we have to undergo major repair work to the buildings.' AND I'LL BE SO HAPPY WOOHOO. But unfortunately, the chance of that happening is nearer to zero than the chance of me getting 4.0 for Chinese. Which is very very very very impossible. ): I guess real life cannot be like dreams.
Ahh Twitter is so alive today! I'm so on for the idea of a major RGS twitter gathering! :D That'll be fun! :D
I shall go pack my bag now. I'll pray I dont need to use it tmr! (cos of the floods) :D :D :D
Friday, July 23, 2010 7:01 PM
Hello.
Today, I feel highly reflective, in contrast to the high-ness that I felt yesterday.
I'm confused about my direction in life.
I have no idea what I am doing. Going to school to learn all what they teach- What is it for?
Going for training 3 times a week- Why should I?
Taking the effort to do things which are socially acceptable, even if I disagree- Who dictates what I do?
What do I want to achieve? I feel the struggle of my conscience as I try to answer that question. I cannot truthfully answer it.
Am I trying to make a difference in the world?
Am I trying to plan my future?
Or am I just lost, with nothing to aim for?
I used to tell myself that whatever I doing now, it is just to aid me in the future, when whatever I do is in the interest of the betterment of the world.
But now, I cannot help but think that my motives are so incredibly selfish. I claim I work hard now, so that I can become a doctor and cure people when I grow up. But really, honestly, is that my sole intention? The materialistic and practical part of me tells me that I am working hard now to become a doctor because the pay is good, then I'll be rich and I can buy all the clothes I want in the world.
Why do I feel this way? I desperately want to be good, to give without hesitation and qualms, to let go of all these material things, to rid myself of earthly pleasures. I want to devote my life to goodwill and to making the world a little happier for everybody. I just want to make everybody happy.
But at the same time, I want to find pleasure and temporary happiness from material things.
I want to be good, I really do. But I can't, I just can't.
I hate it, I really hate my conflicting interests. I want to rid myself of material items, yet I am pining over them. At the same time. It is really frustrating. Really. I absolutely admire those people who know exactly what they are doing. Are strongwilled and headed in a definite direction. Are secure with what they are doing.
So, is that my problem? Insecurity?
~ you're everything I need
5:07 AM
Hello!!
I'm having a good mood today! This good mood started yesterday and is still hanging on till today. (: Hope it never ever ever ends. :D
Okay so school has been boring and stuff but whatever! It is always boring.
But Wednesday was Racial Harmony Day! :D And it was like different from a normal school day, so it was exciting. (: [I think the main problem I have is that I get bored of things (Note not people) really quickly. I need variety in my life! Refreshing things!] So anyway our class was quite pathetic cos so few people had costumes. But Skimpy Sicheng (HAHAHA fail attempt at alliteration) lent me her qipao/cheongsam and I wore it!! :D No pics for now cos stupid Lishuan hasnt uploaded them on Facebook.
Haha omg yesterday was so epic. Before the Australian/American Chem quiz thing we were bored so we decided to sing 'Can you feel the love tonight' from Lion King. EPIC MAX lah seriously. We only know one line: 'Can you feel the love tonight'. OMG I laughed so hard my brain cells are exploding. If you havent seen it, you can go to Facebook and watch. HAHA.
Eleanor is my new seatmate!! :D And Lishuan sits next to our row! Awesome! :D Classes are so funny now cos Eleanor and I love bursting into song halfway through the lesson. I remember just now we were singing the Elmo song and then everyone got irritated cos our singing was apparently too bad! HAHA. Deal with it people. The singing is here to stay. >:D Today we sang: Can you feel the love tonight (AGAIN), A whole new world, Colours of the wind (Disney songs are the best), Once upon a December, Eternal flame and some Savage Garden song! Whoo! :D
OMG I keep repeating this but August is gonna be so exciting!! :D I can barely contain my excitement :D :D :D Stuff happening:
1. National Day (Cheryl and I have STARRY plans for our nails!!) 9 Aug DUH
2. YOG Artistic Gymnastics Prelims (BATCH OUTING DAMN EXCITING) 17 Aug
3. Brandon's birthday (Go out and eat and get fat!) 18 Aug
4. Karen's birthday (Batch thingum again AHHH! :D) 20 Aug
5. Mufasa meet up BBQ!! :D TBC
6. AND BEST OF ALL, END OF PTs!! When Chinese PT ends
AHHH I LIKE BEING HIGH!!! HAHA NEXT TIME I'LL COME BACK AND READ THIS POST AND I WILL FEEL HIGH AGAIN LALALALALA.
~ you're everything I need
Monday, July 19, 2010 1:10 AM
Hello.
OMG I am so tired you know! Like super sian of school. -.- Like the stuff keep coming!
Like, week 4 (this week): Math GA, Chem SPA, Bio PT submission (today lah)
Week 5: English Orals, Math Unit Summary
Week 6: English Orals, Geog PT, Chinese Orals
Week 7: Chinese Orals.
ARGH! Where got time to squeeze all of these in together with my schoolwork, MEP, piano, church and gym!!!! Actually can lah, but then I'll just be a loser with no life at all. Just everyday go to school, go home and do homework and play piano/go for gym then go home and do homework, sleep. HOW TO LIVE SUCH A BORING LIFE WITHOUT DYING OF SIAN-NESS, I ASK YOU. URGH.
But actually, why am I complaining. Like if I think about it, I have relatively few commitments in comparison to some of my schoolmates. Their lives are crazy, I tell you. I bet they have 48 hours in one day. AHAHAHA. Whatever.
This, my friends, is called being optimistic. All you pessimistic people out there, you should learn from me. Always compare yourself to the one who is in PB, OM, OSL, CMPS, MEP, two CCAs, third lang and whatever other crazy programmes that our school offers. Then you'll feel that you have a lot of time on your hands, and you won't feel so busy. But if you are one of those crazy people then sorry lah. But any way they will be too busy mugging to see this.
Today we got back Math PPA and SS exec summary.
Hmm let's start with Math. I managed to retain my 4.0 GP for Math 1 PHEW I got 16/20 刚刚好 and Math 2 was simply tremendous(ly horrid). 11/20 OMG that's like a 2.4. But whatever! I'm only counting my Math 1 in my GPA. Math 2 can die and eat my smelly socks.
And exec summary was :D :D because I got 9/10 whoopee! At the beginning of the SS block Mr Lim was like 'I'll return you your exec summary at the end of the block.' And I immediately went into a bad mood and was super grumpy (luckily Jiale migrated to Yinyu's seat for some obscure reason or she would have faced my wrath), cause I thought mine was disgustingly incompetent. Then SS just went whoosh past and I vaguely remember applauding Fish for her bravery for raising the issue to Mr Lim about how the SS/EL PT was crap. I totally agree with her. Oh yeah and Mr Lim's marker spoilt and it leaked on his shirt and now there is a stain there HAHAHA I couldn't stop laughing for 5 minutes. So anyway the block ended and I went to get my executive summary and I saw a 9 there. My mind went into a blank for about 10 seconds trying to remember how much it was upon. Then someone said 'It's upon 20' and I was like ZOMG I FREAKING FAILED THE EXEC SUMMARY SOMEONE KILL ME NOW I PROMISE I WONT HAUNT YOU AS A GHOST but then someone else was like 'NO LAH it's upon 10' and my mood shot up to hit 100% NEW HIGH SCORE! :D :D :D
Oh man I realise that I am rambling in this post. I'm going to end now to re-do my EL transcript cause it is freaking boring.
TAN HENGYENG, you're so wrong. I refuse to believe you, although you might be an expert!!!
~ you're everything I need
Friday, July 16, 2010 4:59 AM
HELLO.
Argh I am so mood swingy what is wrong with me!? I came back home today super irritated. And the problem is, I dont know what I was irritated about! -.- Then got super high with Brandon kicking the small football around. Then afterwards I got pissed again. By some other thing altogether.
SIGH WHAT IS THIS I AM TOO YOUNG TO GET MENOPAUSE.
Anyways, exams today! Cannot divulge too much details. Or will face disciplinary action... That wouldnt be fun.
Anyway, I was so embarrassed on the MRT to piano today. I fell down after stepping on a woman's foot!! Embarrassing ttm lah! I am so prone to making a fool of myself. Haha I remember yesterday during Math I was resting my head on the table and singing some song (alliteration!!) then when I looked up Mrs Ng was staring at me together with the whole class. And laughing. Omg I felt like digging a hole in the ground and hiding there forever.
Gym tomorrow!! I bet Zhao is gonna scold me for not going on Thursday but who cares man. Not like I'm very important like that. Argh hope we dont do the squat against the wall thing! My knees will die and I'll probably come up like once every 10 seconds. D:
Just talked to Jasmine and Kenneth and Sebby from our awesome NYC group, MUFASA!! Yay we are having a BBQ in August! That means so many interesting things will happen in August. National day, YOG (Omg so excited for batch outing!!! :D), Brandon's birthday, Karen's birthday, and now the BBQ! Can't wait for July to be over... By August most of the PTs will be done and dusted. (:
Haha let me tell you about me and Lisa's awesome plan for the December holidays. We are gonna save up our money $$$ and buy awesome dresses that are BOOMZ and whatever. And one day we will wear them and do our hair (I want to curl my hair!!) and paint our nails and wear high heels and strut down Orchard road. Sounds so fun right hahahah. So girly omg I cant believe we are gonna do that hahaha.
I cant believe I am being so pathetic. Sigh.
~ you're everything I need
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 10:07 PM
Hi!
I'm so bored at home now. Didnt go to school today cause of cough! I have been sick for like 1.5 weeks already! Super irritating. Yesterday I couldnt sleep until 1 am because my cough kept me awake. >:(
But at least I have all the time today to mug and do my PTs! Especially for Chinese 报章报道 I cannot afford to do badly! D: Or my Chinese grade is screwed x101098401923841. Argh I just got stressed again. CALM DOWN!!! Okay I am calm now. Very mood swing-y today. Don't know why. ):
Trying to film my Bio PT now but failing miserably. MY AVOCADO ISNT TURNING BROWN WHY ISN'T IT TURNING BROWN. I feel so tempted to eat the avocados! You know avocados prevent heart disease, high blood pressure and some types of cancer? So eat avocados!!!
Yesterday had an interesting talk with Gwen on the bus. :D HAHAHA. And Jolene and I took the back gate yesterday and we were so scared when we walked past the ulu place hahaha we like brisk walked all the way to the gate.
OMG I'm coughing like siao again. Okay I just stopped.
So bored now! Maybe I'll go to sleep bye peeps! :>
-EDIT-
Yay I just want to say how blessed I am to have such amazing friends who truly love me and care about me. So many people were concerned about my health and told me to get well soon. (: It really makes me happy, to know that I am loved.
It is really the smallest things that make me happy. I know I say this a lot but it is so true. Like yesterday during training a bunch of people and I were helping Jennifer for her backsomer. And I know she tried really hard, but she couldnt really seem to do it. But, after much encouragement from my friends, the WONDERFUL GYMMERS :D, she could finally do it! And I had a really warm feeling in my heart, not only because Jennifer could finally do the backsomer, but also because I saw how much love my friends are capable of showing and giving. And that is why I am so proud to call them my friends.
I really think that helping someone is the best thing in the world. It is so much better than bitching. I know I bitch/gossip a lot, and I really feel ashamed of it sometimes, but I cannot really seem to stop. Maybe I shall resolve to cut down on my bitching! Wish me success! :D
And here is to the people who wished that I would recover soon (I shall list them down):
Jolene, Angelia, Zinyi (HAHA :D), Dawn, Hillary, Shir, Mr Xu, Francis, Felly, Karen, SiCheng, Jiale. Oh dear that's all I remember.
Whatever!
~ you're everything I need
Friday, July 9, 2010 6:22 PM
Hey!
Recently, I feel that a heavy weight has been put on my shoulders. Maybe it was there a long time ago, just that I never realised it was there. It's quite exhausting. Never mind, I shall not attempt to describe it here.
I was so annoyed yesterday at a certain somebody. Like hello! How can she blame us for that! It is not our fault that we are stupid, okay. And it is not like we purposely did it wrong. Some more, it is her job to tell us when we are wrong! Granted, we can definitely put in more effort, but how can she blame us for making mistakes? It is like she thinks that we purposely do it wrongly just to make her angry. Come on man, she is not that important.
Feeling very guilty now cause I'm not going for training. Again! Cause I went to see the doctor yesterday and he said must 'Refrain from exercise and physical activity'. And Shirlyn said will die if got flu and do exercise, plus I have an MC. Sigh... But it doesn't make me feel any better for missing training.
Tomorrow is going to be exciting! Car wash at Nativity Church! Hope I don't slip and fall or anything. I'm prone to that type of things.
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, July 4, 2010 5:18 PM
Hey world.
First week of school is over. Actually wasn't THAT bad, cause everything seems to fly past your face. Like whoosh whoosh.
Been feeling kind of... contemplative and disillusioned about myself this week. I am really wondering if this is the person I want to be. I know people think I am funny and I know that they like me. I am not being ego here, it is just the truth. But I can't help but wonder when people will get tired of me. Like once the novelty is gone there is nothing left...
OMG WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. Whatever happened to my chirpiness and optimism!! )): Sigh. Is that all a facade? Just to hide my insecure side?
Anyway, I moved house on Friday!! My new house is prettaye! I have a Super Single bed now! My room is pink and purple and I have a cool wallpaper. I really love the colour scheme! :D Going to invite batch over before YOG :D HAHA it is on 17 Aug, 1 day before Brandon's birthday! My batch can celebrate with him LOL!!
And Jolene lives in the block next to mine!! Haha yesterday I was msn chatting with her and we decided to stick our heads out of the balcony and find each other. OMG damn funny!! I saw her waving her ass off and started laughing like a mad woman and she saw me laughing and started laughing as well. It is funny how small things like these make me the most happy. (:
Going to Gwen's house in about 2 hours time! We're baking and Mugging Math on Monday!! :D
(: I think I am so much happier now. Thinking of happy things is such a good cure for emo-ness.
Let me make up a list of the things I love:
1. God
2. My family
3. My friends (esp RGGYM BATCH '11!!! :D)
4. My new room
5. Rainbows
6. Pretty colours.
YAY I AM HAPPY NOW BYE I AM GOING TO MUG MATH WHILE I AM IN A GOOD MOOD.
~ you're everything I need
